This is Brandon, or B Man....husband of E or Erin. Since we don't liike words much in this mind or body....I thought I'd post a song.....which will become several over the years ahead. Walking In My Shoes speaks for us all here. Listen to the lyrics. The body knows all of this.....too well, as do we members of The Posse who live in her head. Anyone with CP or DID, any disability, disorder, disease, difference at all will relate to her, and to us. Enjoy a life lesson that you may not get the first time around......you might want to put this on a loop or somthing like that to get it stuck in your head.

Peace!

Brandon/B-Man Mahoney

We are the Fab 4 men of the crew......

Keith
Vincent
Brandon
Stephen

Wuzaaap! Today we are rockin' out to Mrs. Beyonce Knowles....wife of the fantastic Jay-Z, proud Houston gal, and amazing human. See....we love artists of all kinds, and we address them by their God given names. Dana Owens, Alicia Keys, Jennifer Hudson, Anna Mae Bullock, Oprah Winfrey, Gail King.....the list is endless. And so is art form.....booyah.

ANYWAY.....

We love I Am...Sasha Fierce. Why? Because all of us have at least 2 selves in this human race. For us, as a team of 18 plus our body.....we value humans, in body, mind, and spirit. 12 women and 2 little girls, little ladies. And we are proud as all get out of us. Sin and all the explicits aside.....we LOVE each other, our body, our collective self, and those who support without judgement. The rest of the world has a lot to learn. But, we men take you everywhere you want to go, and push you where you don't, because you are not human unless you can go dark before being exposed to light.

Keith knows all too well the meaning of life, alongside Melissa in the ER. American Idiots have no idea what it takes to master the skills needed here. No on 8....we sure as hell don't descrimintate the way we've been put down.

We enjoy the idiots who love to knock us out, body, mind, and spirit. We love being able to come back, strong, ready to kick ass timelessly. From brainwashing to murder, we know it all. And our ward is packed with idiots who think they are going to be set free from their crimes and lives simply by ignoring the world in which we all live.

Yeah, right......when you set foot in our crib, you can be guaranteed there is no way out unless you face your solo life head on first before attacking anyone who differs from you. What you discover here is this.....you learn that you are the same people as the men, women, and children of this whole Earth.

There ain't no escape from The Posse or The Earth. We will float above the Universe when we die. We will look down, and know where we stood. And we will know our version of the absolute truth.

We are here for us, and our body alone. Anyone who thinks and does things to harm us.....will pay. But it won't be obvious. You have to dig a deep path to find out who we are. Our body-same thing. She divulges nothing but the truth from her stance. Lies are simple. White, fibs, big, and small.

The truth? Bigger than us.

Learn about us, and the life in this world at large, or die American Idiots.

Hi everyone,

I'm Melissa Renee, married to Susana, the body of The Posse, 1 of 18, she being 19 to total us up. I have red hair, and green eyes. Some call me and Keith, my MD partner, devils. True. We are doctors in the ER here, and we treat anyone that comes in, serial killers, DID patients, elderly, disabled, and more. You can have any condition known to man, we care for all of you, despite what some may think about the effing health care system in America at large. Our partners, Kerry, Kellie, and Amy, do work with us too. Kerry and Kellie are personal trainers, and Amy is a DID specialist. We are all one big happy family in here. My wife and I have been married since 1993, October 10. We have a daughter, Melina Alison Anderson. Lina is 8. Her cousin, Emily Noelle, is 4.

The girls are very fragile. Emily is Deaf. Lina is able bodied, but fluent in multiple languages, since we all speak different ones. You name it, we understand it. European languages, Eastern languages, and more. Drop your labels and shizz at the door. Drop all your shizz, period especially if you have issues you are not willing to face yourself.

Keith and I are sick of hearing about America complaining about what a shitty country this is. We are not going to take that without seeing justice at full force served. If you are in the troops category, we treat you. We love all our patients as PEOPLE. You can kill, maim, torture, rape, molest, we don't care. To us, you are human, and we make you face your shit. If you die, we ask the Holy 6 to carry you on to wherever you'd like to go. There are 3 places, and if those are booked, you can just float in the air. Heaven, Purgatory, and Hell. If those are booked, you float. The 6 gods are pretty standard. Satan, Jesus, Allah, Buddha, and of course, Zeus and Athena.

My lovely wife and I had sex this week....sensual pleasure, and a lot of fourplay that lesbians do when they are making love. My wife has Cerebral Palsy and DID. No joke. But she's awesome, especially when sex is in the picture. She's HUMAN, after all.

As a doctor, I work 20 hours at a time, sleep in the on call room, and come home to a beautiful wife, daughter, and Posse family. We effing rock. Nuf said. Keith is unmarried, but he spends time with the guyz. Vincent, Brandon, and Stephen. Yes, the fab 4. Our 2 little girls love the guyz. And the 12 women that I am a part of, well, more estrogen means we can bitch, be proud, and be US.

Peace, and we hope to see you soon, in the ER, of course.

Melissa Renee

Hi all,

I'm Amber....the drinker. Love vodka, brandy, rum, and anything hard core. I'm a bottle huger, and love that too. Legally, this is the best thing ever. You can do it solo, in a crowd, whatever you like. That's why I love it.

Ciao!

Amber

Hi....I'm Erin, or E, as The Posse members call me. I am a druggie, and very proud of the fact that I admit it. Most won't in the world around me, and so......yeah. I love getting high, by nature, and my drugs of choice, Meth, and Ecstasy. Both are awesome. And here, in the Mansion, I can get high legally. Most would just call our dwelling anything ignorant to hide behind worldly excuses....pardon me while I puff on that...

Anyway, getting high is just my way of expressing me......along with movies of the psychological persuasion.......la la la.....c ya.......

Erin Elizabeth Mahoney

Life is good here this new year. 2008 ended well, as I looked back on the rest of the year this fall in preparation for January 1, 2009. I turned 33, celebrated a ton with me, close friends from all over the globe, and celebrated my complex puzzle of self. Hard to believe I have had CP for 33 years, and my DID for 30 years as of January 1, 2009. Yes, I celebrate my imperfections, because it's who I am and I keep me in line. Relationships come and go, but I have my DID always. It's like having a family on the inside of me. There are 18 of them, and 1 of me, totaling 19. And we rock. We write plays, we listen to music, view movies, watch TV, and spend time together when the rest of society can't wrap their brains around who we are. It's funny to think that even with resource books and materials, people are just too into themselves to wonder how we live. Reminds me of the book, really. Only as I write, I change the title for them. I'm Just Not That Into You Either! LOL.

Anyway, nuf said about that.....I love being me. There is never a change I can't deal with. I express me in all ways. Body and mind mostly. And people still don't get it. So, I post songs to describe what I am doing in this crazy wackadoo life.

Here's a list of songs that can get you started. There will be more......Bwa ha ha.......

Walking In My Shoes by Depeche Mode
Consume Me by DC Talk
Girl, Interrupted Soundtrack
Foxfire Soundtrack
NCIS Soundtrack
Le Roi Soleil Soundtrack
All The Best by Tina Turner (Anna Mae Bullock)
Travelin' Light by Queen Latifah (Dana Owens)
I Am...Sasha Fierce by Beyonce Knowles
The Live Set by Michael W. Smith
Lead Me On 2008 Edition by Amy Grant
Heart In Motion by Amy Grant
Momma Mia! by ABBA
Boomerang from Children Of A Lesser God Soundtrack

This past year, Amy Grant said something to me I will never forget at her Lead Me On Tour of 20 years. I sing for you.....and only you....people who wear blue jeans with bare feet, people who are addicts, people who are disabled, people who are different from society, and beaten down by the people in society who just don't get it. She also had this to say. Our faith saves us from ourselves. It was quite a concert.

Now, as I let her music Lead Me On......I focus on those who are different too. Those who boldly stand up for who they are, what they believe in, no matter what comes next. This to me is the meaning of life, and how change happens. Yes, We Can, and Change I Can Believe In. May President Elect Obama show the rest of America and the world he is just as imperfect, but yet, may he also try to be the best human being he can be in the four year term of service. I wish him well, and hope everyone can put aside the petty things they have to work hard at rebuilding this world we all inhabit.

He had me at Hello! :)

There is more to come later this weekend. For now, may this be enough, and I thank you for reading it. Life is up and down. You'll get it all here. After all, this is what being a human being is all about. Cheers!

A year to date...my last post was June 11, 2007, and today is June 11, 2008. So much has happened in the last year...where do I start? I had surgery again for my CP/Womanhood, and that was not fun. I am still in recovery, but on a two month break. I start up PT again sometime in August. Grr....I am getting leg braces for both legs, and will end up using my walker forever now. So much for independent movement now....the last time we did this I was 3 years old. Who knew CP could go totally into reverse? I seriously had no idea.

My parents are aging on top of my health issues, which leaves little time for updates, hence, the year long wait. I am also getting a new apartment soon...to try and live alone. I love family and vice versa, but I can't do this anymore. It's time to move on and see what there is to see. Once I get new address, etc, I'll post. A girlfriend of mine suggested a housewarming party, and I may take her up on that. We'll see.

Glad to know the O'Connor and Alexander families are doing well with the kids. Wow....they are getting so big! Keep in touch when you can, and I'll do the same. Ciao!