Despising Life

Ahhh......even tho I despise my American Idiot Dookie.......Hey....If You Like It Then You Shoulda Putta Ring On It! And guess what....I got 99 Problems, but this Diva ain't one! Thank you to Miss Beyonce and husband Jay-Z....I HOPE that YES WE CAN make a REAL difference because baby....H-Town needs to get it on....and realize this white diva who is disabled according to Joyce Carol Oates and Angelina Jolie.....I don't take any Shit. And these Legs....oh yeah baby. I may be scrd sometimes. Shoot. What Diva ain't scrd sometimes if she's a true WOMAN who is HUMAN? Oh and by the way....Grey's staff just called. Seriously Susana. Thanks Dr. Yang! Dr. Bailey....We Don't Do Second Best! HALLA! And let me add....being ORDINARY is OKAY too Meredith! My little hedgehogs, me and Brent the gay dancer who showed me how to move to more hip hop in H-Town...yep....we named them George and Izzy! George and Izzy, Izzy and George to the tune of Max And Ruby. Aww....T.R. I support anything you and your partner do so hey, welcome to GLBT! And Ellen love.....New Orleans has my FULL soul. Momma here is from there. Seriously love. We are IN! And my Coming out day is the day before your momma Betty's Birthday! May 19, 1997! YAY! Hug the family Portia, the animals, all of you and Stop! It's Hammer Time again! Momma looked GOOD in the clothes! Awesome!

Dr. Phil and The Doctors....Drama.....wowie. Oh my goodness. Cerebral Palsy and DID Dissociative Identity Disorder. CP for 33 years since birth. DID first showed in 1977. Sybil came out on DVD! My doctor knows the Director's family! WOW! She's a pain neuro specialist! WOW! And....we lost Elvis. My one True King. Love you even though I never knew you....and the paparazzi is always taking photos of me, a common muggle. Ha ha ha! Funny! No biggie. Mudblood. Thanks ya'll. Love you too. Insults. Ahhh...Fear driven. And they said we wouldn't LIVE to see LIFE and DEATH unfold here in Earth and Time and Space....um...Barbara Striesand, darling....I'm Still Here!

And love, Mom loves your work. All of it. Me too. Me too. Hugs. And the puppy. Awww.....awww....kitty cats are our spin. But, they are good to us. Rough, easy...like my Diva Tina. Ha. Next Hurricanes will be named Susana and Tina. Ahhh.....and we can DANCE and sing because we can't stand the rain against our windows, but hey, if you can't sing in the rain or dance in the storms....then what CAN you do?

Mr. Kelly....I'm still Singin' In The Rain. Hugs. Mr. Albee....Dark is okay. FUN, scary, terrifying and it gets me going like Light can't. But Mr. Dekker and Mr. Peretti...HOUSE does say.....You can't see the Light until you ESCAPE the darkness! Thank you so much!

Woke at 5:30 AM to read again....REVELATION. Large Print King James. Hmmm....who did I see? Jesus. AND Satan too! Indeed. Because you can't possibly have something to FIGHT FOR if you don't have the ENEMY to FIGHT WITH and if I LOVE the ENEMY....well, common sense my gut and soul say....may very well get this Diva KILLED anyway!

House rules:

God came in. I killed him.
I will Kill anyone who comes into my house.
If you can give me a dead body by sunrise, I will let ONE of you live. The rest of you, the 3 of you, will still DIE.

AWESOME! Columbine and Virginia Tech are REAL again to me......Thank goodness! Hilter too! History is being made over and over agaIn! World wide this time! WOW!

Philosophy. French, Theater....there IS a REASON WHY I DID IT! The TRUTH IS HERE! ALL of it! Victory! We were spinning very fast! We spin fast, we spin fast, we spin really really fast! Cher's Dancers! Tour 2003! YES!

Obama family......Cheers to you all including Mr. Bo....awww........woof woof! Puppy love! Awww....and girls, enjoy the desk of Mr. Lincoln! I love him. Love Carver and Tubman, love King....Free at last....Indeed. 40 years later! Obama is in the White House! Amazing you all. Truly. And my encyclopedas are HARD BACKS. My stuff is OLD. But CLASSIC.

And Marlee Matlin, Chris Reeve and those here with me and up there...whereever.....we will be Gorgeous! Idina love......RENT me for awhile. You don't have to take me leave me, hold baggage....but will you, Taye, and the Broadway commit to me???????

Audra, Amy, Tyne, Tim.....you all are soooo amazing too! Judging Amy. Judging Susana has gotten soooo out of hand. Maxine darling...HELP! Wow....who knew! I'm gonna follow Lauren. And BOUNCE! Mommy daughter BOUNCE. YOU BET!

Oh and tell Kathy Bates I am ready to show the world MISERY if they EVER word me, brand me or TOUCH me again! We fight! YEAH! Excuse me I'm looking for Robert Englund. Used to be Freddy....but now I think he's gone Zombie! COOL! Me TOO!

France! Burned Joan of Arc at Stake. Guillotine! Damn! And they think I'm nuts. Oh hell yeah......Remake all the stuff you want folks. Without pissing me off....oops. Newbie Jason dude....uh...can't take TX heat and latex? Awwww....is Camp Crystal Lake gonna have to MOVE again??????? I am a Houston Native. The whole state is RED. Republican. MURDER. Oh and Jack my man. Lakers. Lakes. Shit yeah. REDRUM. Movis is HOT still. And you...Flew Over the Kukoo's Nest. WOW! Joker too! And when you did Mr. Udall, I was very IMPRESSED. You are amazing. Devil too. Oh my.....Daryl. The Devil. Y'Know....so many love to play him. Advocate for HIM. And mess ME up doing it!

Yo.....Birds and Virtigo hit this yard and my body all the damn time. Hey Alfred buddy...Welcome!

Adolf....I know we are still kicking it........Au Revoir Les Enfants. Wowie. Anything about you is indeed HISTORY.

And.....my senior year of high school. History with Ms. Sloan. Seance. AWESOME. Spirits. Ghost. Patrick, Whoopi.....HUGS. Man, my brother is pleased. He crossed over....and it was amazing. C ya brother of mine. Hurrah. Be the best Marine of NCIS passion you can be. Me? I still don't sleep and I NEVER GIVE UP. Abby! I love you all! All of your clothes are me too! Goth! And...Tomorrow Still Comes! YES indeed, and Hope says....YES I CAN! Cheers! :)