Tonight I am going to see Edward Albee's two act play, At Home At The Zoo, which combines Homelife and The Zoo Story. The director, Doctor Sidney Berger, is retiring from UH in May 2009, and seeing him direct my mentors play is so exciting since being a well rounded student was my thing, French, Philosophy, Psychology, Theater, and Dance. It has been an honor to be a part of Doc's teaching career as well as a fan and student of Mr. Albee, unoffically, since I was not a Thater major. However, doing my own plays, dance coreography, etc. was a blast. French Theater with Guy-Pierre Couleau was so awesome too, he and wife Anne flew from France to teach us all we know today, and yes, I kept all of my scripts from college. Go Coogs! I even had some acting turns with foreign accents too, which totally allowed me to embrace characters from all over the world.
More later.....must get ready for the afternoon an evening before I head out.
Friday, February 20, 2009
Friday, February 13, 2009
Yippee....I leave town Saturday till Tuesday.....can't wait. Pa Pa is turning 90, and the entire TX family is going to be there for the celebration. Whee! I ate my Valentine's goodie at dinner....a heart shaped cookie with icing, chocolate and pink and red sprinkles, and sugar cookie galore. Yum-O. Hope everyone has a great Valentine's weekend......Brent celebrates his birthday today, and Jude on Valentine's Day, so my guyz have a lot to look forward to.....including ME. Ha ha.....two gay guyz and a lezzie.....nice. I'll never take it back. :p My new g/f met me on another blog from Mom's hometown of Detroit MI, and she's da bomb. We plan on meeting in Mom's birthplace this year, New Orleans La. so that's gonna rock, especially since Dad has a new Kyack, and we can see Lake Ponchatraine, and all of the French Quarter, and I can meet the author of an amazing NOLA book, Mr. Louis Maistros. Can't wait. Met him on the same blog, and both of these people have been with me for ages now. That's love....knowing you can do anything you set your mind to, and still be safe online and offline. Booyah. My DID is active.....and I am singing the tunes of P!nk, Lady Gaga, and Miss Lisa Marie Presley too....no nonsense, in your face type of me.....all 18 of my alternates love me just as I am, and that's all the love train shizz I need. Peace y'all!
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
We are truly fierce.....yes, we love Beyonce, and her Houston family.....including baby sister, Solange. Their parents were like mine. Break this awkard, shy child out of her shell with dance. It started for me in 1979 with ballet, and gradually became modern dance, musical theatre, and more modern dance. Today, in honor of my hot dance moves that I make myself, I am jamming to Beyonce, Sasha Fierce.....RWR.....Purrrr......this CD (2 of 2) is my favorite, because I Am is my shy self, and Sasha Fierce lets me break out......Diva baby......and my former kitty was named Sasha, so......yeah.....she was my momma's diva.....and this kitty lived to be 20 like miost pure bred Siamese do. Purrrr......miss you, Sasha baby.....xxxx.......
Yesterday, I manged to dance all day, from 7 AM to like 8 PM non stop at my desk, in my dancing shoes, etc. etc. I will never do standard workouts again. Dance gets everything moving, and I call the shots. Yeah.....me, diva baby......doing her thing, her way. Sassy, smart, smooth, and unlike any other. CP and DID allow me to move in ways this body and my Posse can move me, in ways that able bodied people would never understand. There's mystery surrounding my moves.....ooooh......sassy mystery, Sasha Fierce moves.
Celine Dion
Cher
Bette Midler
Beyonce and Solange Knowles
Melissa Etheridge
Sarah McLachlan
The Corrs
Taylor Swift
Ladies.......xxxxxx........thank you for inspiring me to move. More later.....
Yesterday, I manged to dance all day, from 7 AM to like 8 PM non stop at my desk, in my dancing shoes, etc. etc. I will never do standard workouts again. Dance gets everything moving, and I call the shots. Yeah.....me, diva baby......doing her thing, her way. Sassy, smart, smooth, and unlike any other. CP and DID allow me to move in ways this body and my Posse can move me, in ways that able bodied people would never understand. There's mystery surrounding my moves.....ooooh......sassy mystery, Sasha Fierce moves.
Celine Dion
Cher
Bette Midler
Beyonce and Solange Knowles
Melissa Etheridge
Sarah McLachlan
The Corrs
Taylor Swift
Ladies.......xxxxxx........thank you for inspiring me to move. More later.....
Monday, February 09, 2009
Happy Birthday Brent! I'm dancing like a fool for you today.......because I love us! We are the hippest, coolest, whitest, gay people on the street. Ah....and me with CP and DID, well, just goes to show what I won't do for a workout. Equipment and stupid people who tell me I need to walk like an able bodied chick, and be happy all the damn time....how unrealistic yo. I get to have it all.....Anger AND Joy, Pissed off AND Euphoric. I am HUMAN after all. Proud, imperfect, HUMAN, and a DAMN GOOD DANCER. We wear many hats. You in NYC, me in our Hometown state and city, Houston TX yo!
I dance all styles, and lately, it's been hip-hop, and rock, dance, and yes, even the electric slide! Halla!
Today, I dance early for your birthday. You get rock modern dance, with Just Dance, by Lady Gaga! Happy Birthday BFF.....Love ya! :}
--Susana Your BFF who will forever do and shout, JUST DANCE!
I dance all styles, and lately, it's been hip-hop, and rock, dance, and yes, even the electric slide! Halla!
Today, I dance early for your birthday. You get rock modern dance, with Just Dance, by Lady Gaga! Happy Birthday BFF.....Love ya! :}
--Susana Your BFF who will forever do and shout, JUST DANCE!
Sunday, February 08, 2009
Friday, February 06, 2009
I feel bi-polar now.....went from really high to totally bottomed out low.....all because of more stupid idiot people on line who also know me off line, and think they can attack me/contact me both ways, even after changing all personal information on line and off line. Gah. Geezus Christo.....can I breathe please???????? Can the idiots please realize I changed my personal security for a reason???????
Family thinks I brought this on myself so they are of zero help or security to me at all. Damn it. Even when family steps in to help one minute, they change so fast it's as if they don't see this as important, and hit the 2X4 upside my head with blame all over it.
I want to run and hide, cry like hell, and never show my face here, out in public, or anywhere on line either. The CP and DID are not responding well.....and this really sucks, because It's Not My Fault. People are just so stupid!
Family thinks I brought this on myself so they are of zero help or security to me at all. Damn it. Even when family steps in to help one minute, they change so fast it's as if they don't see this as important, and hit the 2X4 upside my head with blame all over it.
I want to run and hide, cry like hell, and never show my face here, out in public, or anywhere on line either. The CP and DID are not responding well.....and this really sucks, because It's Not My Fault. People are just so stupid!
Yay for good health so far....the waiting game continues for my insurance.....so I am doing quite well considering.....and the fact that I am changing providers for PT, etc. really makes me happy. The Woodlands in genreral with my MD staff is good. Really. They are. Mel and Keith agree. Going to Houston may be hell for some things, but hey, this tiny area doesn't have it all, so we have to just cope. I have given up on past specialists. And since getting a Cigna EOB last week for a device for CP that was not covered, Dad and I are a tad ticked off at Memorial Hermann The Woodlands Outpatient Rehabilitatiion and the crap they put me through up till Ike hit.
If I go back to The Medical Center, I am going to use Health South, and Methoidist Hospital. With all the stuff I had to endure over the last 4 years, I think I owe me more now than ever. The sloppy care, office staff, blame game for me....patient care in general was not good. And those damn surveys literally say....we expect you to tell us we are excellent, but just in case you're not, you can contact patient relations, at ###-###-####.
What total idiots. And Mental Health insisted I beriend the Memorial Hermann staff, as a volunteer, and patient, because, in their words, "It's okay. Just do it. We'll be here." BS.
Since the bill is still in my name, I get to raise serious cain now. This is rediculous. I have been through it all, from cancelled sessions the day of appointments, to billing that was off, to "I am your friend first, PT second, and the grand finale, from a staff worker...."You are too close to your PT, so I am switching you to another one for a month. Don't get too close to her either."
If this is wrong in any way....and I believe it is......I plan to head to Health South and Methodist as soon as possible once the state approves me. I won't bother with a lawsuit, because these idiots and stupid girls just aren't worth it. As for the Mental Health idiots, they'll never see me again.
I'll hit the road out of state with CP/DID, and other health needs first. Keep in mind, this is the ONLY branch of Memorial Hermann to give me hell....no other branch has been so idiotic with me. And now at 33, for people to treat me so badly is always unacceptable, because I am not any younger. If this is a glance to the future, I'll stay away, thanks.
To me, once the entire health system gets re-vamped, I am going to look at stuff so critically.....and if I even sense wrong doing, I am out. My parents have done enough to last me a lifetime. I am stepping up as a self advocate. To me, if you are in the health industry any branch at all, and you mess up, you should be held fully responsible, not the patient whom you deem unfit. And that same staff member told me "You have to sign a contract for life with us. And no, we will not release your file because we want you here. Your file is now in archives."
Keep in mind....Stupid Girls and Idiot are by P!nk and Lisa Marie Presley, and I am ready to start kick boxing classes. Nuf said.
Today I danced my way to better health. Forget standard stuff in medical and mental health. I will never regret all that shizz, but I am never going to do it again knowing how stupid the people are. Idiots. I even get calls now regarding credit and debt.....and I am on edge. I don't own a CC....so why the hell they won't quit is beyond me. And why the idiots harass my parents for things is also uncalled for. The phone has been non stop since January. If it's not credit and debt people, it's the auto jerks. If it's not these people, it's medical and mental health morons....that we are no longer connected to. Boo hiss.
No more miss nice girl.....ever. If Austin thinks I am going to improve or be cured, they'd better read between the lines. CP and DID are here for life. TIny complications add up....and I deal. Dance, food, sleep. That's it.
Now to get my game on.....ciao!
If I go back to The Medical Center, I am going to use Health South, and Methoidist Hospital. With all the stuff I had to endure over the last 4 years, I think I owe me more now than ever. The sloppy care, office staff, blame game for me....patient care in general was not good. And those damn surveys literally say....we expect you to tell us we are excellent, but just in case you're not, you can contact patient relations, at ###-###-####.
What total idiots. And Mental Health insisted I beriend the Memorial Hermann staff, as a volunteer, and patient, because, in their words, "It's okay. Just do it. We'll be here." BS.
Since the bill is still in my name, I get to raise serious cain now. This is rediculous. I have been through it all, from cancelled sessions the day of appointments, to billing that was off, to "I am your friend first, PT second, and the grand finale, from a staff worker...."You are too close to your PT, so I am switching you to another one for a month. Don't get too close to her either."
If this is wrong in any way....and I believe it is......I plan to head to Health South and Methodist as soon as possible once the state approves me. I won't bother with a lawsuit, because these idiots and stupid girls just aren't worth it. As for the Mental Health idiots, they'll never see me again.
I'll hit the road out of state with CP/DID, and other health needs first. Keep in mind, this is the ONLY branch of Memorial Hermann to give me hell....no other branch has been so idiotic with me. And now at 33, for people to treat me so badly is always unacceptable, because I am not any younger. If this is a glance to the future, I'll stay away, thanks.
To me, once the entire health system gets re-vamped, I am going to look at stuff so critically.....and if I even sense wrong doing, I am out. My parents have done enough to last me a lifetime. I am stepping up as a self advocate. To me, if you are in the health industry any branch at all, and you mess up, you should be held fully responsible, not the patient whom you deem unfit. And that same staff member told me "You have to sign a contract for life with us. And no, we will not release your file because we want you here. Your file is now in archives."
Keep in mind....Stupid Girls and Idiot are by P!nk and Lisa Marie Presley, and I am ready to start kick boxing classes. Nuf said.
Today I danced my way to better health. Forget standard stuff in medical and mental health. I will never regret all that shizz, but I am never going to do it again knowing how stupid the people are. Idiots. I even get calls now regarding credit and debt.....and I am on edge. I don't own a CC....so why the hell they won't quit is beyond me. And why the idiots harass my parents for things is also uncalled for. The phone has been non stop since January. If it's not credit and debt people, it's the auto jerks. If it's not these people, it's medical and mental health morons....that we are no longer connected to. Boo hiss.
No more miss nice girl.....ever. If Austin thinks I am going to improve or be cured, they'd better read between the lines. CP and DID are here for life. TIny complications add up....and I deal. Dance, food, sleep. That's it.
Now to get my game on.....ciao!
Thursday, February 05, 2009
Okay....me, my wife, and the 4 guyz......danced for our daily workout.....and yesterday, the frat party got hot.....with a lot of booze, drugs, screams, and justice. Keith, MD on the guyz side, was all over the anger shizz. He's mad. And rightfully so. Since December, and way before, we have been without heaalthcare, CARE being the key word. So me, my wife, Melissa, MD on the ladies side.....when those two MDs combine, and our ER is packed.....we dance like hell after they get out of the ER.
Coming from a patent's perspective, these two save lives. And yeah, they deal with the hard core folks who honestly shouldn't be on this planet. But they know better. Regardless what a loser you are, man, woman, or kids, you will be saved. Most likely when my Posse peeps deal with you, you go to jail.
This is why we admire the cast of ER. Why we tune in to Grey's Anatomy, House MD, and CSI: NY, and even Criminal Minds. We know how medicine and science work. Screw mental health people. They know NOTHING. Walk in the shoes of my peeps. You'll see psychology in the worst way, and none of those pros know squat. MDs know best. Think about it. Ph.Ds and MD Psychiatrists don't communicate together even when I'm seeing both as a dual referral! Geezus Christo Resucccito.
My wife and Keith get ALL the credit at this point. Mental Health people have a lot to prove to me. From medications, hospital stays, to all outpatient affairs. They have a lot of explaining to do.
Miss Beyonce Knowles is the reason why my butt is even alive. Her husband, Jay-Z sang a hit song that I totally relate to, cuz me and my peeps ain't no fool. 99 Problems. I got 99 Problems, but a bitch ain't one. Not no mo'. I quit all meds, stopped all the crap appoointments. Screw the money. Help is so hard to find, let alone DECENT bedside manner in TX. New Orleans is my next door neighbor. I got family there and in Houston. And anyone that says H-Town and NOLA don't matter can take their crap to the curb.
We work hard in Houston and NOLA. Harder than any idiot who knows us not. Now, let's DANCE.
Me and my crew of 18 know us best. Nuf said. Now we gonna dance, drink, and get high.....while doing Grammy prep talks. Coldplay, Jennifer Hudson, Beyonce, Jay-Z, Kanye West, L'il Wayne, Justin Timberlake, Taylor Swift......music is what makes us all ROCK. Happy Grammy Weekend yo!
Coming from a patent's perspective, these two save lives. And yeah, they deal with the hard core folks who honestly shouldn't be on this planet. But they know better. Regardless what a loser you are, man, woman, or kids, you will be saved. Most likely when my Posse peeps deal with you, you go to jail.
This is why we admire the cast of ER. Why we tune in to Grey's Anatomy, House MD, and CSI: NY, and even Criminal Minds. We know how medicine and science work. Screw mental health people. They know NOTHING. Walk in the shoes of my peeps. You'll see psychology in the worst way, and none of those pros know squat. MDs know best. Think about it. Ph.Ds and MD Psychiatrists don't communicate together even when I'm seeing both as a dual referral! Geezus Christo Resucccito.
My wife and Keith get ALL the credit at this point. Mental Health people have a lot to prove to me. From medications, hospital stays, to all outpatient affairs. They have a lot of explaining to do.
Miss Beyonce Knowles is the reason why my butt is even alive. Her husband, Jay-Z sang a hit song that I totally relate to, cuz me and my peeps ain't no fool. 99 Problems. I got 99 Problems, but a bitch ain't one. Not no mo'. I quit all meds, stopped all the crap appoointments. Screw the money. Help is so hard to find, let alone DECENT bedside manner in TX. New Orleans is my next door neighbor. I got family there and in Houston. And anyone that says H-Town and NOLA don't matter can take their crap to the curb.
We work hard in Houston and NOLA. Harder than any idiot who knows us not. Now, let's DANCE.
Me and my crew of 18 know us best. Nuf said. Now we gonna dance, drink, and get high.....while doing Grammy prep talks. Coldplay, Jennifer Hudson, Beyonce, Jay-Z, Kanye West, L'il Wayne, Justin Timberlake, Taylor Swift......music is what makes us all ROCK. Happy Grammy Weekend yo!
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
My Loves:
Katie Couric
Grammy Artists
Music in all categories
CSI NY Game and TV show
Grey's Anatomy
Private Practice
Dr. Phil & Robin McGraw
Oprah, Bob Greene, Dr. Oz, Nate Berkus
The Doctors TV Show
Amber Tamblyn & Family
Ted Danson and Mary Stienbergen
Shamar Moore
Joe Mangena
Jason Ritter
NCIS TV Show & Soundtrack
And the list goes on......peace out.
Katie Couric
Grammy Artists
Music in all categories
CSI NY Game and TV show
Grey's Anatomy
Private Practice
Dr. Phil & Robin McGraw
Oprah, Bob Greene, Dr. Oz, Nate Berkus
The Doctors TV Show
Amber Tamblyn & Family
Ted Danson and Mary Stienbergen
Shamar Moore
Joe Mangena
Jason Ritter
NCIS TV Show & Soundtrack
And the list goes on......peace out.
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
Life is good....Dr. Phil and Robin are amazing at walking me through life events, challenges, and technology, safety with people of all categories, etc. etc. I don't regret this life so far. I am just simply learning, growing, and moving forward. Good and bad will accompany all of me. And I am okay with that. Ciao!
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